I'm what I am, only because I do not know how to be anything else. I do not claim to be extraordinary, I'm average. But I still hope that people would take me seriously, at least listen to what I've to say. Sometimes they do, and sometimes they don't. So I try to make things up, I manipulate and sometimes I do it really well. At least well enough to amaze me. It's not that I want to manipulate, but I can't help it. Like I said, I do not know how to be anything else.